Like Ice in the Sun
collection of poems from Illinois and Wisconsin, winter 2022-2023
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I am learning
to be slippery
like ice in the sun.
Rock Slides
In my hometown
the sandstone and limestone cliffs lean over the shoreline,
undercut by windswells and the king tide.
Sometimes rocks would tumble downwards,
and buttes would shear and fall.
Here, now,
windowed steel and concrete cliffs stand perfectly straight
over the lakes edge.
And sometimes people fall.
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the air is frigid,
so sitting on this concrete bench my thighs feel wet.
I feel my flesh is no warmth,
my hand is a bundle of bones.
the windchills
spark direct to my nerves,
wrapped around tendon,
wrapped around bone.
Tango
These nights I hold hands with the sun.
Two hands enlocked, one arm bent
one straight.
She gives me a twirl,
and I wake up dizzily in the morning.
The Dells
the highways are not smooth,
and through the window there are house-boxes
with torn roofs,
folded between layers of blanched dead winter corn,
barren greyscale trees,
and washed out clouds,
drained of blue.
Vigil
Palms are open
they hold candles
small so the flames
dwell in the center of the cup.
February in Chicago
palms are cups
hold the small flame
safe from the wind.
Wind drifts through fingers
pinches out the flame
hands get cold
loss of life.
Allah, let us pass this test
gathered in a circle not well-formed
eyes are down
starting at fire.
Don’t go out
flame
don’t go out.
Standing in winter
standing in Chicago
the flames go out.
The chaplain keeps praying
so does the priest
Amen.
Beyond the misshapen circle
the flags ruffle but never lift
the flags of Syria and Turkey
who’s children speak
looking down without tears.
The Chicago wind spirals
into our palms
pinches out the flame and a tear.
Our fingers start to freeze
we turn to our neighbors to relight the flame
Image: Barn Near Columbia, MO by Marc Bonhe, 10 x 12 inches, oil on panel.